I am a little upset .help me...............?

me and my cousin are of same age. but he has so many friendsand even girls,,,,,my younger cousin also had a girlfriend..................i am really alone because i dont know about love .how it happens and all....idont have any friend to share my woes and joys with....i prefer a very simple living.........i dont believe in love bcoz i never felt it ...........but sometimes i do feel that i should have the "one"' with whom i can talk, ..... i have a very huge family my cousins they are all selfish .no on cares for others i do care for them but they cheated with me....................so now i dont believe anyone............will comeone come in my life to change it?