I used to love a girl she was muslim kashmiri girl.?

she was muslim kashmiri girl she looked by bow her head betweenn two year i was see her five or six time when she was looking me but in the end i determined my self that i will not look her.when i was left ti see her she started wait for me now i want to go back to his place n asked her father that i want to marry with that girl.one question hounted me that whether she loved me or not or now whether she will accept my proposal. i wanted to marry with her she knows that i loved her a lot ther was no other girl whom i like except her she was two year senior in.i don't how i should inform her that i m still waiting for her.now it has become more than one year what i should do.in her infatuate i have written six poem i m not looking ugly she was beatiful but i m also handsome. plz help me out