R we never gonna be friends again?

me and this guy i will call k well we have been friends not long but we were close and have a crush on k and he knows it but hes always talking about other girls and he knows it makes me jealous and today he talked about this girl he was like making out with and he knew it would make me mad and he said it anyway and then he asks if im mad when i made it clear to him i am and we haven't talked since then which isn't long just a few hours but before we stopped talking i texted him asking if he even cared and he said idk and im like u don't care im sorry i wasted my time on u and im sorry i liked u in anyway he hasn't texted me since which i know i maybe shouldn't have said that but i was angry and he didn't even say sorry for making me jealous its like he was trying to piss me off and while i was writing in my journal he came over and was looking over my shoulder which i didn't realize at first then i saw him and jumped a little and closed it real quick cuz i wrote stuff about him and i didn't want people seeing especially him idk what to do i wanna be his friend but i also don't but i wanna be his friend more but he pisses me off so much idk if its worth the drama and heartache cuz i already have alot on my mind right now what do i do plz help!?!?!?